BB.

I pick things up and put them down.

  • 2nd December
    2012
  • 02
  • 9th October
    2012
  • 09

Lifts 10/09/12

Pretty solid workout. Don’t feel too bad about becoming a balloon over the weekend, felt a difference in my lifts :) Weighing in @183 lbs @ 7pm

  • Barbell Squat:
    • 45 lb x 5 reps (+46 pts)
    • 105 lb x 5 reps (+70 pts)
    • 105 lb x 5 reps (+70 pts)
    • 105 lb x 5 reps (+70 pts)
    • A little unfocused today, but otherwise fairly easy. Keeping it at this weight for another session.
  • Standing Barbell Shoulder Press (OHP):
    • 45 lb x 3 reps (+51 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+69 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+69 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+69 pts)
    • Easy! Looks like stuffing my face this weekend did some amount of good >< Bumping up to 57 for next session.
  • Barbell Deadlift:
    • 110 lb x 5 reps (+72 pts)
    • 120 lb x 5 reps (+77 pts)
    • 143 lb x 5 reps (+90 pts)
    • Decent :) Adding 5 lbs next workout.
  • Pull-Up:
    • 5 reps || assisted || 150 lb (+2 pts)
    • 5 reps || assisted || 150 lb (+2 pts)
    • 5 reps || assisted || 150 lb (+2 pts)
    • Alot easier today. May try 140 lbs next session :)
  • Bent Over Barbell Row:
    • 50 lb x 8 reps (+31 pts)
    • 50 lb x 8 reps (+31 pts)
    • Superset with first two pullup sets
  • Rowing (machine):
    • 0:02:26 || 200 m (+20 pts)
    • 0:02:18 || 200 m (+19 pts)
    • 0:02:13 || 200 m (+18 pts)
    • Pretty fun :D Coach of women’s varsity rowing gave me some tips to try out for next time :)
  • 8th October
    2012
  • 08

Goals for Week of Oct. 9th

In general - Drink 4L of water/day. Eat <1800 calories /day. 175g of protein on workout days. Thanksgiving has made me feel like a balloon & I think the best thing to do is commence operation “shove less stuff in mouth” & drink enough water. Re: cardio - I need to improve my conditioning & I think the rowing machine will at the same time help me build the upper back strength I need for my deadlifts. I’m just going to focus on high-intensity 200m sprints…and see how that progresses from there. I hate running, I hate the eliptical, but I know that adding some semblance of “cardio” to my workouts will help me with recovery & help with the fat loss. In terms of “cheat” meals…going to stick to one/week. I feel sick when I eat out too much :( This week has felt a little out of control, hence the poor body-image days. Anyway. It’s nice knowing that when you feel like crap…you know what to do about it. I’m getting better at not hating myself. 

Tuesday:

  • Squat/Press/Deadlift + PullUps/BB Rows
  • Going to try this “cardio” thing…15 minutes of row machine 

Wednesday:

  • Squat/Bench/PowerClean + DB Bench/Incline Bench
  • 15 min row machine

Thursday:

  • Try not to die from 8hrs of class

Friday:

  • Kinematics & Dynamics of Machines Midterm
  • Followed by cooking dinner for J :)  + R&R

Saturday

  • Squat/Press/Deadlifts+ PullUps/BB Rows + 15 minutes row machine
  • Work 5-9pm
  • 6th October
    2012
  • 06
  • 28th September
    2012
  • 28

The most important thing I learned being overweight my entire life:

Do not seek food as your comfort. Food is fuel. It can be tasty fuel if you put in some effort.

I felt like dying yesterday because I haven’t slept enough at all + super stressed/depressed/anxious from school. I know that if I eat a big bowl of ice cream, that won’t finish my problem set. That won’t solve sleep deprivation.

I woke up this morning still feeling like dying (mentally), but I felt good body-wise. I haven’t been eating “the cleanest” but I’ve been eating properly. I’ve also been drinking boat-loads of water. The one thing I could feel good about this morning was the fact that internally - everything feels okay. 

It’s a delicate pyramid. If you feel shitty from eating shitty foods (because they physically cause you to get bloated/constipated/sugar highs etc)…then you can hardly focus on performing with your brain. I can’t afford to eat like shit because I can’t afford to let my brain deteriorate from optimum performance. 

Like I said I’m not eating “100% clean” foods - I had Tim Hortons chilli last night for dinner. Sometimes I have to eat fast food, and I’m not going to get stressed out about those “sometimes”. You can still make better choices at fast food restaurants. I try to bring as much food as I can from home - just because it generally fills me more. But if it’s 11pm & I realize I haven’t eaten since 12pm…and I didn’t have time in the morning to pack all my meals - only grab what mom had cooked available in the fridge…then Tim Hortons seems like an okay option. Maybe not a donut, but certainly their chili or a sandwich.

My two cents.

  • 19th September
    2012
  • 19

Job Fair tomorrow, this is the only thing I could find that fit…the shoulders of a powerlifter, giant breasts & hips, and a tiny waist. Employers might have to line up for tickets to the gun show though :P

  • 11th September
    2012
  • 11

Lifts 09/11/12

7:30 a.m. @ the AC:

  • Barbell Squat:
    • 45 lb x 3 reps (+37 pts)
    • 95 lb x 3 reps (+52 pts)
    • 115 lb x 3 reps (+60 pts)
    • 125 lb x 5 reps (+80 pts)
    • 115 lb x 2 reps (+50 pts)
    • 95 lb x 3 reps (+52 pts)
    • 105 lb x 2 reps (+47 pts)
    • Will repeat these numbers for my next cycle :( Or possibly de-load. Kept getting frustrated because my knees cave in, but fixed it on every rep.
  • Power Clean:
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+37 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+37 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+37 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+37 pts)
    • 55 lb x 5 reps (+37 pts)
    • These had me panting & sweating…done with <30 seconds between each set. One of the gym attendants was kind enough to give me some tips so I didn’t look like such a tard
  • Adductor Machine:
    • 50 lb x 10 reps (+12 pts)
    • 50 lb x 10 reps (+12 pts)
    • 50 lb x 10 reps (+12 pts)
    • 50 lb x 10 reps (+12 pts)
    • To compensate for shitty VMO

My core is sore. My arms are sore. My legs are sore. Looking forward to sleeping-in tomorrow & a much-needed rest day. :)

  • 10th September
    2012
  • 10

Lifts 09/10/12

8:15 a.m. - 9:15 a.m. @ the AC:

  • Barbell Bench Press:
    • 45 lb x 5 reps (+46 pts)
    • 55 lb x 3 reps (+40 pts)
    • 65 lb x 10 reps (+63 pts)
    • 65 lb x 5 reps (+53 pts)
    • 65 lb x 5 reps (+53 pts)
    • 65 lb x 5 reps (+53 pts)
    • Man, I know this is going to sound terrible. Today was the first day I really felt I pushed myself. I’ve done 65 x 10 before, but all of these reps were w/ a pause. No asymmetry. Brings up my calculated max by 5 lbs since last week.
  • Barbell Incline Bench Press:
    • 45 lb x 5 reps (+48 pts)
    • 45 lb x 5 reps (+48 pts)
    • 50 lb x 5 reps (+49 pts)
    • 50 lb x 5 reps (+49 pts)
    • 50 lb x 5 reps (+49 pts)
    • Trying out Jennifer Thompsons “Chest” day workout. BENCH GAINZ PLS!
  • Dumbbell Flyes:
    • 8 lb x 8 reps (+20 pts)
    • 8 lb x 8 reps (+20 pts)
    • Stretched my boobies
  • Dumbbell Bench Press:
    • 8 lb x 8 reps (+43 pts)
    • 8 lb x 8 reps (+43 pts)
    • Also…stretched my boobies
  • Russian Twist:
    • 20 reps (+13 pts)
    • 20 reps (+13 pts)
    • w/ 10 lb medicine ball
  • Plank:
    • 60 sec (+27 pts)
    • 60 sec (+27 pts)
    • 1st set w/ 10 lb plate, 2nd set w/ 25 lb plate. I think I scared the ladies next to me. Didn’t think I could do the +25 lbs :) Yayyyy
  • 10th September
    2012
  • 10
  • 9th September
    2012
  • 09

Stretch-marks, cellulite, & loose skin…

A permanent reminder of what I did to myself. There’s less, and the marks are fading, but I’m starting a nice collection of loose skin on my tummy. We’ll see in time what happens to it. Not really unhappy with marks on my body. I’m kind of a fan of wearing my battle scars in clean view. I value very strongly people who’ve failed but have bounced back even more fierce & invincible. 

I could spend $1039304 dollars in surgery to remove all those imperfections, but I feel like that’s such a waste. I’d rather let them fade as I get more muscular. Skin is elastic & I’m pretty young, so things should eventually tighten up.